My LIFE as I Know IT

hey so i got some facts…ready here is what is on my mind

First fact : Crying never solves anything. Second fact : then again  , being strong never helped matters either.i feel like breaking down  into tears , but why? i wish i knew . its just one of those days  where  i want to dissapear from the world …go unnoticed…and then again..i dont..so my day has been one  busy day i get up get in a fight with my mom and my little sister..and my little brother wasnt to happy with me either..so we leave to go to this place called the scarp box its pretty kool..so i helped out with the little kids and stuff.and then on our way home we pick up my older brother from work and me and him get into it but o course it was all my falt.ugh..and i havent been feelin well all day …so my mom drops us off at home then she goes to the doc. so we clean up things up and get ready for some people to come over and then im just so feelin wired and stuff i wanted to  call some one but i didnt want to bug any one so ..whoa..my head is hurtin …well i think i got go lay down for a bit so later ya’ll

hey so can my life be any more boring? no i dont think so i need a life ..so i get up with a headach ..yay.. i wake up from a crazy dream..and then i go back to sleep and wake up at like 8:30am..talk to my mom need to remind you i am still half asleep ..so im yawn and nodding and almost fell to sleep .lol..messed up i know..so she had to go somewhere and take care of some stuff and then picks my brother from work and then they get home like around 1:30pm and they bought white castle’s and funny thing i saw the movie a few hours later the unrated one and like OMG ..was it funny and kinda sick ..but anyways that was cool and then i wanted a icey really bad im broke so no go :(…o well then i had to get some stuff done and chill for a bit then called Alethea back poor thing she has a cold…so i talked to her for a bit ..and then chilled out with jad…fun that gurl is a tad bit crazyer then so we had fun but not to much ..bummer…so after we headed back home to do some more chillin..lol..i was a bit chilled too lol…but she thought of a way to warm up pretty quick she has skills like that :)….so after all that o nuts i have to put some clothes in the wash o well i’ll do that in a min. so 2morrow is goin be full ..i have to get up reall early ..yayyyy.so im like bored so later ya’ll

jad )  run away with me !

me  )  what ? hi to u to

jad ) come on ..o hi hun

me )  hehe..so where should we run and why do we have to run..lol

jad ) any where is better then here

me ) i kinda like it here  right now ..and where are u ur late no wait u would have to be here to be late .

jad ) come on ..sorry but im not coming ..dont be mad please..leave everything behide ..

me ) what ur not coming and yeah im sorry too but im mad..nuts ..and where would we go huh?

jad ) any where we want babe..hows that sound

me ) it sounds tempting  but no! gurl ur boyfriend would kill u and my mom would kill me

jad ) ur right what was i thinkin .lol..i always could find a new one and u could go under cover

me ) lol..ur crazy  i could have take it all on im game..lol

jad ) kool..so u’ll come with me ?

me ) yes! but

jad ) what does ur butt havev to do with this..lol..

me ) no not my butt..lol…i said but as in no but i could get killed bye soem people

jad ) like who ?..i’ll take them on ..lol..and i’ll just tell them sorry but amm is all mine ..ha ha ha

me ) lol..sure so lets see..there is bekki,alethea need i go on

jad ) o okay i’ll just have to think of something else..hmm..i got it

me ) damn gurl ..ur fast

jad ) u dont know the half of it ..lol…but im not always fast .wink..lol

me ) lol..ur sick…

jad ) nope…just alittle nutty…so get ur tounge ring yet?

me ) nope..

jad ) aww ..why not ? mom wont let u …out of money..or what

me ) mom wont let me ever..and yeah im broke

jad )  O..to hell with them baby..do it.do it..do it…lol i’ll give u the money but u have to get a tattoo with me deal

me ) let me think about it..

jad ) so any thing new i should know about ..wink.wink..

me ) no ..blush ..not yet

jad ) i got a idea for that ..lets

me ) noooo…are freakin out of ur mind..lol

jad ) maybe ..yes i think so .lol…if u

me ) no i dont think so .babe well i got to go hunny get ready for church bye babyface

jad ) ooo..okay if u have too …untill we do …tata ..cutie

hey ok so my day has been a alright day  i geuss didnt get into any fights ..i went to church and had fun bekki took me home we had a kool talk and stuff..but be sides that nothing to much really boring so later ya’ll

i love my lfe right now  ..my friend told  me i am one of a kind  when she told me that i just went all mushy .he he …so my day was  pretty good  i got up early wait i dont think i went to sleep but i did take a nap..so i was well rested to watch movies and stuff   so 2day was a good day i like dont have anything to talk about ..lol…so i guess i’ll just go later ya’ll

ok so my day has been one of the most award day i have yet ..so i got up early i was wide a wake when i got up so that means i slept pretty good yay..so i’ve been watchin movies with the family  well mostly my sis and jenne …so we watched spiderman 1and 2…lord of the rings…and bring it on…all very different movies but now i have this song stuck in my head (o micky your so fine u blow my mind) but jenne replaced the name with a different one to make me blush..so had to take her out..he he he…just kiding ..so now needless to say that song is stuck in my with name she replaced it with. and now we are filling up on sugar o yeah good times …so i got to talk to tom we talk about v.day and prom and his b-day and stuff so we both were kinda bored so now im kinda coming down from a sugar rush …o yeah fun fun …so 2day i talked to very old friend i havent talk to for like a year or more so yeah  that wasnt award at all.. :p…so i like cant still long enough to write any more so later ya’ll

i will love you forever,

if you will give me a chance.

i will be with you always ,

if you will just take my hand.

i will warm your heart  for eternity,

if you will only show me the way.

i will be there if you need me ,

if you just tell its okay.

i will kiss away the tears,

if you start to cry.

i will give the world to you,

just to see you smile.

but most of all i will give you my heart,

for it will always be there.

so my day started out very early …i woke up from this wow dream i mean its like the end of a dream i had 6months ago wierd that i remembered but woo it was very cool in away and then in a way it was so worng ya know …i think it had to do with sunday ( thinking ) but o well and all that happen around like 4am and then i just went back to bed but couldnt sleep but after awhile i slept pretty hard after all that ..and then got back up around 10am and cleaned up what i didnt get done yesterday so yay lol ..my day has been pretty boring didnt do much nothing much worth talking about but yet im talking about it ..so i talk to nobody 2day .lol…and the thing is i wont be able to talk to any one for about 3 to 4 days i think ..bummer so im goin try and talk to people 2night and if they dont answer  to hell with them ..just kidding no if they dont answer i’ll just leave a message ..so  up date im still bored yay .he he he he… :p….so i think if i can scream really loud it will release all of this stuff im feeling..o well i got to go later ya’ll

AWESOME person of the day

    i cant say …sorry