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so things are still kinda wierd with me and quite frankly its wireding me out to..lol…anyways im baysiting my little angel she got here around 5am…but the cool thing is she was very sleepy so as soon as she layed on my bed she was out like a light..lol…so cute and i fell back to sleep to cuz i was up all night again thinking way to much..but she is like a angel when she sleeps sooooo cute and and after awhile she woke up and was like time to wake up .lol..so i think i have her for the rest of the day…ok so u know how people say live how u want …have no regrets do what u do ..and have no regrets and be what u are and have no regrets ….its not always easy man i rearly have regrets about what did or didnt …i told some people stuff that just kinda sliped out dont ya hated when that happens…sigh…well now i think i wirte out some thoughts so here goes…..how do u tell some one something that either uber-serious..or something just loony and then i chicken out when comes time say whats on ur mind,,,hmmm heres a thought no more like a poem i heard from some where i tell you everything yet i tell u nothing i say everything to you and yet i say nothing im here but am i really?i know you but yet again i dont … you know me but do really ….friends….lovers….brither….sister…mother…father … who ever we are just everything is not what it seems ………/// i cant believe i broke my scaner big bummer i mean it totally sucks hopefully i can fix it
well gtg later