Sunday, February 6, 2005

any last words ?

so i havent posted in awhile O well im doin it now so when do you know when to give up i mean your mind tells you one thing and then your heart tells you something else and  it gets confusing sometimes and the bad thing is im not a afraid of falling  and i just found something out about myself  im way in over my head  right now im liking some i never ever ever should like the way im liking this person it kills me alittle at a time every time i see this person and the guys i thought i had crush on was coverin for this feelin i had deep down but you when u make your self busy so dont think whatever you dont want to be thinkin so you forget that feelin but you feel it every time you see that person but dont know to think of it and then something happens and then your like WTF so im so mixed up right now its not even funny cuz you know if that person says they think so and so is cute or hot u die alittle inside its soooo messed up OOOO so i went to the all-nighter at church it was soooooooo fun we did a  road rally  so much fun and after that we met back at the church did some other stuff just so you know that was fun too..lol..so im like goin with no sleep still im so wide awake its dont even funny well maybe alittle  :) flash light tag ..is my all fav. game now i may some brusies but hey it was worth it i’ve been tryin to sleep ..hows that goin you ask.. not good :( but o well im to wide awake so my little prettys i will be callin and buggin the mess out of ya ..lol.. Ooo yeah i had some reallllyy good icecream..and my 2nd fav. food 2day :) i went out to dinner with my greatuncle,gramma,grandpa,and my mom so that was fun i was really hungry cuz i hadnt eatin all day ..yawn…whoa that was a big one ,,lol,,whoa i cant stop ..lol..so tell me this how can some one touch your when holding your hand it happens trust me I KNOW it happened 2weeks ago …i wish i could explain it but i dont know how..that reminds me of a song..hmm..i think i’ll post it O im gettin sore ..och.. it was like drill camp yesterday but it was sooo much fun running around like 4year old..he he he he.. ok these next few thing im gonna say goes out to a friend of mine and that person will know who im talking about when they read this or when i tell them so here goes…./// so i have a few things to say im sorry i told u what i told you cuz it wasnt true well it was but in a way it wasnt so sorry i just wanted to see what u would say amd you didnt say to much so it was worthless for you to know what i told you .either im givein some wrong vibs to you or u just dont get what im tryin to tell you but either way i got it bad and i think u know what i mean so yeah messed up huh..i know i know wow..so im afraid to say this but we can no longer be friends i know it bites big time but hey u have plenty of friends losin me wont even fase you.so later kiddo/// ok so im done with that so my week has been very how do i say umm..kool/crazy there we go thats the word ..lol..so i like  totally got lots more to say but i want to post some song so later ya’ll
Posted by Amm in 02:47:42
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