UP IN FLAMES
hey …its been awhile but im back …so my life is good well as good as it gets you know ..you dont know ..sorry i’ve been going threw so much B.S its not even funny for starters its almost may 30th its kinda hard for me around that time ..broke up with my best friend ….im in pain even when i say im not ….i think im losing a friend wait we would have to be friends in the frist place i just hate it when things are unclear i mean okay the friend i think im losing is soo awesome .. cool ..and stuff i wouldnt be the same with out her ( what makes me think this in the frist place) well she has been acting really wierd the past few weeks and im to chicken to bring any thing up..but as i said be for i dont like liers okay some people tell lies so they dont hurt any one or scared ..okay could say you didnt lie and you just tell you all of the story but whatever when you are a so called friend never mind i knew it all along i was gonna get hurt cuz she did once before but whatever the thing is i care to much for people and i let them walk all over me well geuss what no more i cant take any more hurt from my so called friends ..i wish peopel say what they really mean but then again as im just now getting a few people told me this you shouldnt have friends to mush older then you cuz they wont really think of as a friend but just as some one to talk to when there is no one else…and you know what i never cared about age but i geuss i should , i dont know im still thinkin …o well ..anyways i went to my fav. store 2day and i left my cell phone at home i woke up threw a shirt and some jeans on went to my grandma’s and then went to the store and stuff and got home like around 8pm …so i left at 9AM and got at 8pm and all that time my phone was at home and no one called and i was really hoping @$%& would call …so now im sitting here being let down yet again by this person …..o well my head hurts im gonna go LATER
