kinda sad/ :(
so hey i went to church yesterday it was kinda wierd but then again it was okay ..it felt good to be back u know but then some things made relaiz why i havent been ..but it was cool cuz this really cute guy from church his name is mike said he would teach me the strings on my guitar i kinda already know but its always good to learn things more then once ;P….so here is something cool and kinda funny me, Alethea , Tom,and Aaron we all had on red shirts i should of took a picture but i didnt. so i told Alethea about me leaving in awhile and she seem’d kinda happy about it .that kinda hurt ..so we are sorta acting like we just met ..and want to know something when i got home i was happy i went to church and as i got ready for bed i was thinking and i wanted to cry but i stop’d myself and wrote in my journal…and then sat in the middle of my bed and just sat there stareing at my clock and zoned out and then i saw the time and it was 1:01am so then i just went to bed didnt sleep well …o well life goes on i geuss …o yeah Aaron hes like im being to think u have no love for me and im like what he’s like didnt call me by mistake in awhile .lol..and im laughing and then im like i’ve been busy and stuff Aaron is so funny and such a cutie “dwo” has some good looking guys and gurls of course …”ecc” has some good looking people too ..its almost like “em” but ”ecc” is alot nicer i mean there are always a few bad apples at every church i should know i’ve to 6 different churchs in the past 8 years each has good and bad things the longest i stay’d at a church was 7years and that was at “em” well i got to go get ready so later
