MAKE IT STOP
hello i havent writen in awhile …so heres whats new in my so called life so i might not be doing job corp. even though that make people happy to see me go away im to hear about a job so by the end of this month i should know ..im doing this thing to get my ged . so i talked to Alethea but i didnt get everything i wanted to say out but i got some of it …..i mean she was listening to what i had to say but i dont know if it did any good ..i just wanted to tell her why what happen .happen..u know but i think she would be really mad well more then she is well i think i should tell anys cuz else could that hasnt already i mean we dont talk we dont e-mail and we dont really act like friends so i really dont know what to do so u know how u know your best friends phone number just like that well im forgetting and how do i know this well my little bro just blurts her number out and im like who’s number is that and he says it’s Alethea’s number duh!! and i felt so never mind so i say i knew that i was just mess with you and then i said and why do youknow her number by heart he’s like i dont know really i geuss i was just bored so i say bored more like busybody and the next thing he said mad me sad ..but i didnt lie to him and i just said well i did some dumb stuff and ticked her off and he goes thats what you get ..and you know what the fluff head was right i hate it when my 14 year old brother is right about big stuff o well so meedless to say is bets & dares are not always the way to do things so now im kinda stuck on what to do i dont if i should call her and talk to her that but if she wanted to talk she would call right?? i dont know or i could try and write her another letter but then again i still dont know if got the frist one i sent or i could just finnish the e-mail i started 3days ago and e-mail to her i just dont ..i know this for sure that its driven me nutts not knowing what to do then again if she wanted to still be friends even if she was ticked off or whatever she could at leats e-mail that way she didnt have to see or hear me u know all of this is giving me stress and really bad headachs i can deal with i’ve done it before but not now ” knowing that i hurt some one i really care about i wish i was older cuz being 18 is sucking BIG time the frist week of being 18 was cool but then it went down hill ”UGH”!!! so floks this my life enjoy or not i dont really care any more….LATER
