it hurts more when ur not here
so my life is like holy cheese ..lol…i know it sounds funny but i’ve been working on not sayin bad words and stuff ..why … well lets just say a few people make me want to be better kinda corny huh…o well ..anyways isnt it funny how it doesnt matter that ur spending a ton of money on someone or they are costing you money and yet you really dont care and yet you do it again just for them …it just makes you think how they have you wrap’d around thier finger..sometimes that person knows they do and other times they have no clue ….and you do things you never thought you do …like fight ur best friends …get in a fight { either to protcet or cuz they were being bad mouth’d or whatever else happens } and the crazy part is you’d do it again in a heart beat…….you be willing to do anything they ask of you sometimes you act like a little kid but you do it just for them …..you can never really speak right when your around them { but that doesnt stop you from being around them} …. they drive you nuts and yet they are the only ones who can clam you……and so on ….anyways that was just some stuff i found out …now if its someone you trust with your life and stuff its alittle different but not awhole lot so here is a few things about that ..hmm…okay got it so that person well for starters you trust them with your life thats huge…..and that person is the only one that can make you feel safe when your scared half to death …when something big happens you always call them frist no matter what …..they can make you smile no matter what went wrong ….you can talk to them for hours on end sometimes about nothing and others about everything….and so on ….well thats just some of my thoughts …so its almost been a year sense my best friend / frist crush died ….so im not having a good day my glass’s are staying on my face cuz they are all bent and stuff its driven me nuts so i havent been really wearing them alot anyways my eye is almost better ….so i think im falling for someone again and hard really hard ..o well i got to go do some stuff so later
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