Friday, October 21, 2005

ready to blow…

so hey whats up im up to no good as always ….just kidding …..im tryin to get a hold of people and some are just so hard to get a hold of ..u know …and then you got the ones who just wont be hard to get .lol..i know it sounds like ‘huh’…..so very coolness news  there is a consert next saturday who?…Nichole nordeman…..she a very cool singer and well i think im going to go but!!! i dont want to go by myself so i was going to ask a friend from church but by the time i was going to ask my ride was ready to go i was gonna call her phone but when i ask’d she was like no…and i was dumb enough to ask why…i felt like slaping myself ….so she was like cuz i say so …well at least she didnt say cuz i dont want to talk to you ..but then again …o well  so i e-mail’d her and needless to say still no asnwer….i mean how can you say no to a free consert meaning im buying ….and the reason i was asking her cuz of a convo we had awhile back ..im trying to bug her but ….what can you do u know….so i called tony and see whats up and stuff and to see hows he is doing …..i wish people call ,,e-mail back cuz sometimes there is something big going on u know o well i gtg my show is about to come on later
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

dont be sad …and tell me whats wrong????!!!!

so hey folks  im gone with the wind..lol…what is im leaving soon ..but i’ll be back ..and i will still post once inawhile  but i wont be in the state and stuff….so enough of all that its not good to lie   steal  or cheat   and some times kill o i mean and kill….well i gtg my bro wants on

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Friday, October 14, 2005

just tell me …up front!!!!

so many things can go worng in a person’s life and yet they want more..what do i mean well heres what i mean….everytime someone tells o i will be there or i’ll call you and yet they dont or they say lets rebuild and yet already its not working ….or u know something you shouldnt know yet and a ton of other things that i cant even type…..it seems these days im not able to have a friend or a boyfriend it all blows up in my face ….i have people wanting me  that shouldnt and the ones i want arent when they should….i have 2older people wanting me and the ones almost my own age doesnt really want anything to do with me now that can drive a person nuts and if not then im just a nut to being with im almost gutless why do i say that well i know a few things  and i cant bring myself to say do you know  that i know what happen way back when ..or i know you got this or that and why didnt you tell me ..there so much stuff going on in my head it crazyness you know i hate to start fights i hate hurt people i hate not knowing what is worng when i spill evrything to some one and yet they never really trusted me in the being so how can you break or smash it when you never had it  and then how do you get back what you never had ……heres the thing i’ll talk to you if talk to me and be real ………o well what can you do right the what jd says …..he would say  get high and say f**k the whole world ,,,,a part of me says right on and then have *******’s voice in my head saying dont listen to them  and then i have people telling  me in my face some stuff  they know that will sorta push me over the edge…..i ask and ask but do people ever answer that would be a big NO….well i write some more in a few later

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Friday, October 7, 2005

:(

what is real?

what is not ?

do you know what you’ve

got?

will it stay?

will it last?

will it fade?

shrinking fast

will it keep

you safe from harm?

   is it real

or just a charm?

trust the one

you cannot see

his real truth

will set you free

 

 

im not having the week of my life and yet i am

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