do you care or dont you..im confused
so losing some very close to you is never easy …..and it mess’s with you after awhile..even when you try ur hardest to act happy like it does bug you as much as it really does ..well if ur sick it mess’s with alot …any ways i talk’d to my almost 2weeks ago and well she knows alot more about me now then she has for awhile she didnt take it all in at once im geussing after we talk’d she left for awhile and later that night she came home almost spechless she couldnt stop stareing at me that nite and then some other stuff happen’d and then i went over my grandmothers house lets just say that wasnt easy for me ..and then that nite i was off to the hosp. i was there almost a week i was bored out of my mind the ony good thing was i was able to get online and stuff….from what the doc. said was that i had a bad reaction to the meds..and stuff…so saturday 4 people i know show’d up at my work and hung out for awhile i was stok’d well i gtg i have to go to the doc. in a bit so later
