so 2day just suckd alround work was so boring and i found out my grandma has breast cancer…
when i got home i ran for about a hour just cryin and running dumb right a friend told me well people die so not what i wanna to hear and that i should be lucky! that she is as old as she is ..why in the hell would she tell me that i mean i love god but i also love my grandma okay its selfish for me not to want her die but o well im selfish i dont care……ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so ahhhhhhhhhhhhh right now
